Weird freedom

Something else I have been crawling through a lot recently is my thoughts. I don't want to bother you with all the details that crossed my mind. But really the bottom line of it was that I figured that I would always strive for the complete freedom of deciding on my own. Isn't that what you always want? As a teenager, as an adult ... knowing that you can decide upon what you do, where you go, what you don't do and where you don't go?
But when you have the absolute freedom to decide ... well, that is tough too. It's a 100%, it's left or right, black or white, up or down ... and then I feel like, can't anybody else decide for me? Weird isn't it?

Tune I listen to while writing these lines: Arthur H - Confessions Nocturnes